This time its more personal. I remember some smart ass told me that you need to write a blog so chicks can read and they will all be like, wow this guy is deep, he knows what he wants and he can express his feelings. That smart ass turns out to be Khairul. No shit sherlock! haha.
So this time its about this girl, you have the sweetest smile. It took a little time for me to realize what it takes for me to be complete. Its you. Your what i need. Your the answer. I may see you as a different person. Your beautiful inside and out. Ive been thinking about you and cant take my mind off you for days. But it aint right.
I have a problem. My problem is when i see a girl, shes single, i just see a normal girl. But when shes taken, its like shes more attractive. How fucked up is that? Then when i fall for this girl i tend to wait for her and i usually end up as her bestfriend. That is not what any guy would want. So then thats when it strikes me, this has been the reason why i have single all this while. But i just cant resist.
You may look at me as a normal person. The world might see you as only one person, but to me, your the whole world. You mean alot to me. When im around you, its like i always find the right words to say. But why cant i tell you how i feel? It feels like i have just written a song about a girl, but i just cant find the melody to let it flow.
What will it take for you to realise that we make each other happy and this feeling can last if you just let me love you? I guess i may never know now would i?
ahhh.. STUDIES.. PMR. aduyai. I regret not paying attention in class when i was form 1 & 2 i feel like 2 years have been wasted doing nothing but eat sleep online and sleep. I felt this regret the most when i entered a tution which Khairul told me about. So it was just one night. One night was all it took for me to realize. The class was filled with elite students. I felt so dumb and I panicked after a few minutes in there. You see, I never could make myself useful. Ive gotta change that attitude for a better future. Words of wisdom from my mom <3
hmm.. FRIENDS.. Two faces, Hypocrites, Liars, theyre all the same. If you ask me to name them, i think i can write a whole bunch of list. But im not gonna do it cause it aint right. People sometimes get carried away with lies. They sometimes forget that they are the same as everyone else. When you talk bad about someone, dont act all nice in front of them. Dont go and talk to them like you like them or your into the person. If you really do like that person, why do you talk bad about them to evryone else? That just makes you a hypocrite. People start talking and ears start listening and sooner or later you will be hated. Just remember, What goes around, comes back around. Thats how karma works. You better be careful. Choose your words carefully.
So i guess this will be the end of this one. Just so you know, no animal was harm in any way when i wrote this blog.
-Rhyzo! :)
Well today really sucked. Didnt do anything at all. Sat on my lazy ass all day long. Played the computer. Played Dota AllStars and Played WWE on my PS2. But Inas Aliah made my day. We chat on Msn Messenger while webcaming. And she did the sweetest thing. She drew a picture of me. A cartoon version la. I love the picture!
p.s. Sorry my blog this time is short. Just wanted to post this picture up. :D
So yeah woke up at 11.45 today. Got more sleep then i needed. I went to
sleep at 4 in the morning which isnt normal for me. haha yes fyi saya
budak baik. :p Luke and Zeke were still asleep and mom went to the gym
and dad went for golf. Had lunch at around 2. Ate nasi lemak my mom
cooked which was really delicious as usual. Oh Mama, you always make
the best food for your beloved. :') Dont worry one day ill cook for you
yeah? (sorry touching sket) I went to hazrains house at around 3 and
got there by 3.30. I walked from my house to his do you know how fuckin
far that is? Plus the heat. I taught i was gonna die. But it was worth
it tough for the XBOX 360 biatch! So like when i got there, Nazhan and
Hazrain was playing Army Of Two. Looks like a fuckin kick ass game btw.
Adam Yusoh was on Hazrains laptop doing some asignment he had to do.
Waited for Nazhan and Hazrain to finish playing the game so i can get
my hands on his XBOX. I played WWE with the three of them and i RULED
as always. Then i played Halo and Call Of Duty but i suck in shooting
games how sad is that right? Then the clock hit 7, shit, time to go.
You know what they say, time flies when your havin fuuuuuuuuuuun! So i
hitched a ride with Nazhan. His mum picked us up. Oh god may i say that
Nazhans mum is so fucking HOT man. DAMN. Id bang that shit any day.
HAHAHA then i had dinner at Kayu Nasi Kandar, Taipan, with Luke and
Daddy around 9. Then when i got back home Nazhan called and asked if he
could come to my house and i said sure why not. He came around 10.30
and we went straight to Aidil's house which is right behind of my
house. His brother, Ariff was on the phone with his girlfriend, so yeah
since im single and im just bored, i decided to grab the phone from
Ariff and i did a little sweet talkin with Sarah. Shes going to
standard 6 next year. *Guys i was bored, dont blame me* After that
Nazhan wanted to walk outside and smoke for a little while and we ended
up going to the Shell station near my house and i bought Nazhan a
bottle of Vanilla Coke and a packet of Kinder Bueno. It was a late bday
present. Takde duit ah nk beli bende mahal. :p so yeah thats all for
tonight.
So hey im Rhyz. never tried doing this before so yeah it is my frst time blogging. dont quite know what to say. haha
the reason i wanna do something new is cause im bored with all those myspace and shit.
i mean i spend 70% of my time sitting infront of the computer doing nothing but waiting for someone to coment me.
baru sedar, GILA TAKDA LIFE SIAL!
so yeah i joined vox instead of blogspot cos the two of my bestest friends are here
and yes i do love you guys. sorry for all the bad things ive done. :p
so im here to express my feelings and write about myself in words.
hope you take some time to step into my shoes and see myself in my point of view.
